For memory's sake, I'm going to recall my MYCT results.
Rank points 21. That's all I need to say.
Alright, now onto today's topic. After getting my results, where to next?
I should embrace the AJ spirit in me and get that pen moving right? I think I should. I think I need to. I think I will. I think I must.
But alas life is not that straightforward. If I could study and study without getting a mental breakdown, I would. But my mind has been very distracted nowadays.
A part of me has my mind on programming. Yes, C++. I've been learning from my CCA mates for a few weeks now and have been utterly demoralised at the intensity of problems I will face for competitions. I have an upcoming AIO competition and NOI next year, AIO being 10 times easier than NOI. And let's put it this way, I can't solve an AIO question currently. Mohideen only got a bronze for NOI last year. Mohideen can develope a website. I took up programming a few weeks ago.
Cool story bro.
I've learnt loops, mathematics functions, "Hello World" and I thought that was bad enough. Now we got to calculate how many ways can I arrange children on a merry-go-round. What is this son of a mother...
I do admit, my initial aim was to enter a Computer Science course in an University. After experiencing programming first hand, (not counting Java because that shit is way screwed) I now have second thoughts. Mohideen did tell me however that the learning is limited, but the practice is madness. The problems can be anything and everything. So it's more on my logic.
Surprise, who was that guy who did badly for his Math paper as well?
Now onto a part where I'm less comfortable with. My mind has been preoccupied with a certain someone as well.
Spoiler alert! Why am I telling this blog only? Probably only Jing An reads it now! Hi Jing An!!
I still am confused with the concept of love, crush and "ec". Why do people even have an ec? Why not have a GC?
(crickets)
I think I read upon an article or something that was floating along Facebook that stated that a crush could only last a maximum of 3 months or something. I'm approaching that point already. Why is it leading up to this way? F***********
Again, my situation right now is not ideal at all. My studies are in ruins, I am procrastinating every now and then and my programming knowledge is pathetic. Getting into a relationship? That takes a lot of guts.
Bryan the love master told me that getting into a relationship may actually spur me on. But there's two sides to a coin. And on a sidenote, this specific person was on his Top 10 (or 11, keeps changing) list! And he stroke her out of the list because I ACCIDENTALLY let the cat out of the bag for some reason (What a sideman! S/O to Bryan mah man!) This was, I believe, the first time I had actually let my mouth slip. And at the person I am looking out for too! What the duck?
Well, I'm using the hypothesis that she accepts me. And judging by my status/comparison to other available guys... Keke. Damn my self esteem though. LOL
Recently a couple of my CCA mates, Zachary and Minton asks why do I look sad. I replied "I always look sad."
Maybe because no one is there to make me happy.
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